some time before midnight while i was watching stuff and ignoring the universe i remembered that jacob is dead and the ache has been with me sinse.
i took a long walk. about 2 hours. just thinking and wandering.
i think that the best thing about the cold is that it limits how long you can walk.
i kinda wanted to get drunk or do some other form of escapism, but the thing is that you can't run away from greif, you have to breath it in and convert it into something else, like oxygen. plants would die if there were no animals to obsorb all their carbon di oxide. we need to breath.
can breathing hurt? is there a poison in the air that can only be absorbed by humans? breathing greif hurts but it is still better than sufficating.
i'm going to bed.

so hi. i am sorry about not updating for over a year. among other things this has been a very stressful year.

also right after i got back from guatamala i wrote a beutiful long post at the library and was working on it right up to the deadline that the system set for me to get off and found out that the computors actually logged you off a few seconds before they say they do. yeah. i was pissed. right after that i took the only drive where i broke the law because i was angry. you know that stretch of edwin c between stewart and I-75, that stretch is very good for speeding. yeah i am still pissed.
so eventful year. i turned 18, graduated from high school, got a facebook, am now at ohio University, asked loretta out, shaved my head, am learning how to program in C, am learning UNIX, and may be starting my own theater, just to name a few "recent" developements.

my webcomic count is up to 16 that i keep up with and a few more that have caught my eye but i haven't gotten into yet.

my scedule this semester is slightly gruling. 18 credit hours and a federal work study.

i have joined newman and it is pretty awesome.

so i will posibly update this sometime soon. if not you'll just have to catch me on facebook.

seeya, jess

life  is fun. i am going on family vacation and the trip to guatamala is right after that. i will try to keep you posted.

interesting info: gg is in it's worst cliff hangers yet. my new profile pic i ripped out of a comic strip. the heroenne is hiding from the ogre. i decidded that the ogre is funny so i stole it.

midsummers just happened. i was a lot of fun. i will try to give you links to pictures when they come.

~jess